I'm so sick of people not talking to the person they're upset with.
My definition of friendship seems to be so much different than most of the people I've met. I miss having a best friend near by who will come over at the drop of a hat when something's wrong, and the knowledge that anything can be fixed by a martini or a good cup of coffee.
The navy ball is tomorrow and I'm not even excited about it. I'd rather be back in Washington with my best friends having a night in playing bus driver. But since that definitely isn't an option the ball it is.. But I wish I could just back out of going and stay home and eat cookies and watch gossip girl.
I feel like I'm being made to change myself by being around these people and I don't like it.
I like me just fine and that's the way I'll stay.
